Nimue - stages of production

For my recent piece of work I wanted to push myself and try and bridge the plateau which I felt my work was on. I decided to browse some fashion photography mainly because there is a high chance of viewing posed models in a professional manner and not selfies. I found a few for inspiration and compiled a very rough photomanipulation of all the elements which appealed to me and this was my starting point. 

I started this project in a completely different manner than any of my others. Normally I work completely freehand which works well from side profile work but I wanted this piece to have a natural symmetrical look without one side being completely off from the other. To tackle this I very faintly drew a grid on my paper and also created a digital grid of my manip and started drawing this way. To be frank I found this a quicker way of creating a sketch than completely freehand. I was also naturally more able to 'ad-lib' and steadily work over the initial sketch adding in my own variations and composition elements. 

Next I added in my watercolour washes which I use as a guide and also a 'fill' of background colour to work up from. I then proceeded to add in detail with watercolour pencil/artist colouring pencil in a layering technique. Beforehand I had tended to add in all the details in one small area in quick layers but this time I tackled a complete area [her face] and found that all aspects blended in a lot more effectively. I also used some colours I would not have normally regarded as skin tone colours but found this really effective in creating a more realistic look. Further more I used blenders etc to tone down the pencil strokes and create a more fluid aesthetic.

Each area was tackled individually which allowed me to work around the piece more freely. After her face came her hair and beyond that the fossils, shells and then the fish. The background elements where tackled last. The final stage is the stage I find the hardest, adding in the shadow tones and final lines. I tend to use way too much black/blue/grey so I really hard to restrain myself. When I thought I was finished I walked away and left the piece for a while. I decided if I returned and genuinely felt something needed altering then go for it but if I was being nit-picky over shading to really regard the work and see if it was a genuine alteration. 

Once I pack everything away I do not then go back and edit things so I felt relieved when this piece was finished. I feel I have evolved quite a bit since I started this type of work in earnest and I would be very interested to compare my first piece, this piece and say a piece next June to see how my work has changed. Sadly to some but not to me I find this such an exciting and interesting phase in my artistic career. 

Exciting few months!

Where does the time go??

The past couple of months have been super busy what with one thing or other and with Christmas just around the corner everything is busy busy busy beeeee!!

I have been doing a lot of sketching lately, I've been really wanting to improve on how I draw people and faces. Looking through my old work I see a lot of my illustrations held the characters in poses where the face was obscured or turned away, which compared to now is the complete opposite. I really think you have to put yourself in a position of being uncomfy with your work. To begin with it might all turn out rather dire but the next try and the try after that will show a marked improvement and then a couple of months down the line to compare the first with the most recent will show a dramatic difference.

[© Laura Ashford, 'Cinderella']

[© Laura Ashford, 'Vampire']

What style are my illustrations based on? I really do not know, I tend to garner inspiration from a variety of sources and I hope my own style is created the process. I don't sit down and copy other peoples work, I tend to look at what they've done over time and when I sit down to do my own work I do not look at anyone elses at all. I just create what I can, what my hands will let me.

More recently still, the last week in fact, I have been concentrating on fairies again. My aim is create the fairies in triptychs with each triptych being on a slightly different theme. With Christmas soon and snow and winter in general the first set will be based around snow and snowflakes.

I would say the biggest body of work I have finished lately is the 1-10 project which was quite a bit more demanding that I expected but equally as fun and very skill pushing. I draw the master copies out and then, like a deck of cards, mixed them up and tackled each one in turn that way. This also allowed for the monotony of 1, 2, 3, 4... to go out the window. I was asked which one is my favourite recently and if I had to say probably numbers 5 and 6 just because they were so fun to do. Number 9 was the first one I completed and number 7 was the hardest. Maybe I like number 10 the best just because it is slightly different, the character is posed face on instead of profile to mark a change from single to double digits. In fact, I enjoy them all equally I feel thinking on it properly.

[© Laura Ashford, '1-10 Preview']

So all in all a hectic few months but exciting none the less and more so now than ever. The bubbly feeling that if you put in all the hard work, don't cut corners, don't take breaks, don't sit on your laurels, don't holiday, is finally starting to kick in and everything is exciting! 

The Frog Prince

My latest piece is entitled 'The Frog Prince' and consists of watercolour paint/watercolour pencil/artist colouring pencil. The final size of the original is A2.

Here are some progression images showing a rough idea of the process. Please forgive the somewhat poor photography, I tend to take progression shots whilst in the middle of still working on it but then again maybe that adds to the realism.

[© Laura Ashford, 'The Frog Prince - Progression']

Stage one:

This progression shot is basically just after the initial washes have been put on [hence the paper bunching] and ever so slight detail has been placed in. When a face is in my work I tend to start there and work outwards, I feel it gives my work more life which probably sounds quite naff but I do feel that if you are working with characters you are responsible for bringing them to life so to speak. 

Stage two:

I know what sort of artist I am in the sense of if I stay to long doing one thing I'll overwork that area and ruin the work before it has even really begun. So I then decided to move on. I started shading in the frog prince just casually because I knew the hardest area of this piece was going to be the hair... I wanted to up my game hair wise. I researched other artists and how they drew hair, I also look at a lot of hair [which doesn't sound odd at all!!] and then decided to take the plunge. 

• N.B I worked the hair in phases starting from the top and working down. I did this because hair flows downwards from its source and I wanted to allow for natural flow to occur when adding in the initial colour wash of the hair. Basic shading was also added in at this stage, bulk hair partitions etc.

Stage three:

With the hair bulked in I then went onto the headdress, the tiara. I went over the hair again to bring out more of the bulk partitions.

Stage four:

This is the finished version. I added in more detail layer upon layer until finally going into the dark areas with black... I try and limit my use of black as I didn't want bulky shading and thick, heavy lines. 

• N.B The hair was worked in over several layers. I ended up working strand by strand at the end, using the initial bulk outlines as a guide and allowing the natural flow to work over them if need be. Shading was done in bulk where required and then filtered out into the strands. 

I also took the time to redo the frogs face here as I wanted him to be a slightly more fun character without loosing too much of the realism [yes... because there is realism in an enchanted frog!]. The borders were added in as I love Art Nouveau and I wanted a subtle nod to that period of Art without overdoing it. 

In short I feel that I am improving with my work and considering the time scale I would say I am doing quite well. I have grown more accustomed to A2 and feel confident using the space, who knows I might start going up to A1 or A0... maybe... probably not just yet though! Seeing as I hated drawing faces prior to this whole exercise I feel they are turning out quite well. 

The finished piece:

[© Laura Ashford, 'The Frog Prince']

Prints available: Etsy Store

and now... as ever... I am off for a cup of tea! :D 

Hello creative world

So I haven't updated in a while and that is because I have been super busy with everything. I have amassed quite a collection of preliminary sketches... some will come to fruition and some will probably just stay as rough concepts. I recently finished a piece entitled 'Bubble Bath' which has a cheeky little chap playing with some bubbles which include a duck floating away in one.

[© Laura Ashford, 'Bubble Bath']

There were so many sketches for the childs head. I am a fan of lowbrow/pop surrealism and I wanted to incorporate the basic ethos of exaggerated body proportions whilst keeping the image clean and not so grisly. This fundamental basis led me to Haitao Su and his book 'Alive Character Design.' There is a segment in there about 'Q Characters' which basically have a small body to head ratio. The book overall is quite a good point of reference and was well worth the purchase. Finally having completed a rough draft of first the head and then the body on A5 I then scaled the drawing up free hand to A2.

And then... I got bored? Fed up? Something happened and I didn't want to finish it because I didn't want to rush and ruin it. So I went on to do 'Hey Diddle Diddle' and some photographic work. I even sketched out a rough draft for [what will be next] 'Pat a Cake Pat a Cake.'

So a while passed and then one day I decided to finally finish it and the above is it completed. The bubbles were the most challenging and I think I did quite a good job seeing as I have never studied or drawn bubbles before this work. It allowed for some new skills to be learnt, new techniques to be engineered... there is something to be self taught drawing wise after all! 

A couple of 'behind the scenes' snap shots:

[© Laura Ashford, 'Bubble Bath - behind the scenes 1']

[© Laura Ashford, 'Bubble Bath - behind the scenes 2']

I have spoken to a few more established illustrators of late and have garnered some rather interesting and insightful viewpoints. The most valuable I think was from David Griessel: 

"I'm not sure how you stop comparing yourself to other artists, since I myself compare myself constantly with others. This is not a bad thing, since you can learn a lot from other artistes and it also gives you motivation to observe what others are doing. Just don’t get obsessed by it."

Also the past couple of weeks I have managed to change my Facebook page from photography to Laura Ashford Art and even though in the scheme of life this is a very minor detail I feel like a weight has been lifted. I feel a creative world has been opened to me instead of a small field. All the hard work, the sweat, tears, spilled paint, broken pens and pencils... it is all finally paying off. Major lessons have been learnt, don't quit... no matter how low things get, no matter the odds, keep going and don't quit. The moment you quit, the very second you stop is the the same second you have lost, respect gone, game over.

I think I'll celebrate with a nice cup of rosy lee.

Super Busy

The past few weeks seem to have completely flown by, it has all been super crazy busy. I have been spending a lot of time on my illustrating technique. I have been reading quite a few books on a broader spectrum on Watercolour painting just to try and understand the medium a bit more. In a previous blog I said how watercolour is more organic, more freeflowing and as a person who quite likes nice neat edges to everything in life branching out into such a unpredictable medium has been quite hard.

So I made a compromise with myself over the watercolour. I first sketch my image and then use the watercolours as a general wash to block in the areas with a base colour and this colour will form the concept for that area for the entire piece. I then add in layer upon layer of highlights/shading/midtones and that is where my confidence with watercolour fades away... but it has come a lot further than not even wanting to use the brush and seeing as this is a self taught process of literally trial and error I don't think I'm doing too badly.

After the watercolour 'washes' I then go over in coloured pencil and I use 2 types, both watercolour and artists colouring pencils. Within the colouring pencils I use both the standard spectrum and metallic pencils. I find the metallic softer and this bridges the gap between having an idea and phasing it in with layers instead of going boldly into a strong shade. I feel this is more a confidence thing as opposed to a necessity, more about getting to know what the colours can do or can't do and finding out how to blend them all together.

The whole process is, some would say obviously, different to photography but on some levels the playing field is the same. I try and see a rough idea of the finished image before I start even before I do preliminary sketches. I would have thought about the proposed drawing for some time before I have even put pencil to paper. Also after having an initial concept I will then look to see how other artists have tackled certain areas before starting as opposed to half way... why?... I just do not want to copy other artists as then really I am not learning anything other than someone elses style. I feel if I have seen it, researched it, absorbed it, when it comes to replicating the concept within my work it comes out tinged my own way.

I just then spend a lot of time going from layer upon layer of shading until the final stage where I add in, very very carefully, black. I use black for line edges and subtle shading but not as a block colour in itself... at least not yet.

Part of me loves Photography and everything it has taught me but part of me feels restricted by it... I want to go beyond the camera a little more, push myself. I am a goal setter by character [a recent trait honed by losing 6 stone] and I feel that I want to be the best I can be at drawing and run it along side my other arty ideas of which I have many... my head is always buzzing with ideas... I have so many craft books it is ridiculous!!

I also was asked an interesting question the other day and it has made me ponder quite a lot since. I was asked if I could do time over again would I study BA Hons Photography.... no probably not. Not that I am ungrateful it the experiences it brought me, the realisations it shared, the changes in life it propelled but as a whole I feel my work is not typical of someone who has studied a degree in Photography. I learnt a lot on my course and I had some amazing lecturers and I love everything they have taught me but I think if we all sat down we would agree that I'm not a photo journalist, I'm not a Wedding Photographer and I don't really fit into a lot of typical 'Photographer' categories. In hindsight and under the condition I could take what I have now with me I would most likely have studied something within a broader art range.

I feel like I am on a the cusp of a revolution. I've said in a previous blog I feel that artists go through stages... their work goes along on a nice path and suddenly POW and it notches up a gear... something has changed, maybe something subtle but their work has transcended into a whole new ballpark. I feel like I have been trundling along for a while now and that I am just now grasping at the next level and I am excited where my work might be going next.

So I thought I would share my latest concept:

[© Laura Ashford, 'Gazing']

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This past week I have been exploring watercolour techniques and I found the whole process rather more educational than I first expected on numerous levels. I entered myself into the self proclaimed challenge with little thought or skill other than what I had picked up myself as opposed to being taught. I have been taught Photography and Graphic Design but not so much the other side of the spectrum.

I learnt the fundamentals of Graphic Design when everything was crisp and very linear. Within Graphic Design every element of a final piece has a meaning, a reason for it being there from the main focal point across to the most minute of details. To some extent this is the same with Photography; when you look through the viewfinder you are already anticipating on some level the end result. With watercolour art... and I say Art because this piece of work served no rhyme or reason other than to bring myself joy in its finished state, it was not going on sale and it was not a commission piece... the whole process seems more organic.

I have become so used to perfect shapes, I would wager 99% of my Photographic Fine Art holds some linear,crisp element to it. I am comforted with repetition, with knowing within [artistically speaking] a close proximity what the final outcome will look like. I thrive on routine both within my work as well as my everyday life, every hour has its designation with very little free time accommodated and until recently that worked hunky dory.

Recently I have wanted to blur the straight lines, go beyond the standard canvas and in all honesty it has been hard... HARD... work. I started my recent piece by sketching out the basic elements and found this relatively easy because this is my standard practice before I normally ink in over and add detail etc. However this time my lines were finer, less defined, a mere ghost on an A2 canvas. The canvas size alone was daunting enough, personally I have never worked on a tactile piece of this size in my life. I then started adding in watercolour, defining my subject and the piece in general and then something happened... in short terms I went wrong but this time there was no undo, no CTRL Z... before my eyes it had failed.

To begin with I was angry at myself and it took me a while to remember I haven't worked in watercolour on this scale, to this expected accuracy and to the dimensions of this canvas. I also had to remember that if I deemed the piece already ruined then working on it further, gaining experience, trying new techniques... I couldn't make it worse.

I ended up completing a mixed media piece of both watercolour and colouring pencil and although I know the piece is not the best ever work created I found myself looking at a step up, a rise in my work. I learnt to not be afraid of colour, nothing everything has to be wishy washy, to stand true to my convictions. Perseverance was another major skill learnt, thinking it was all over and carrying on anyway proved [in this instance] a good thing.

I have also spent time reading extensively into the art of watercolour as well as researching into artists which have appealed to me or who I feel I could learn from. I feel my eyes have opened somewhat and that there is much to learn from this art and I wish to undertake this challenge wholeheartedly.

My goal now is to do a 'major' piece a week... in the sense of major to my skill and expertise, each piece designed to go beyond its predecessor. I also plan on doing this for a year... 52 pieces of work which will [hopefully] show my improvement in tactile art predominately within the collaboration of illustration and watercolour. I feel, no matter how bizarre this sounds, this is an evolution within my work; rising from a plateau and moving upwards a notch.

Fingers crossed it all goes well, no doubt something will be learnt in the whole process and when I have built up a small collective I shall launch them online. Now to just flick through my extensive photographic stockpile and let inspiration do the rest. :

You only live once...

So recently various factors in my life have led me to believe very strongly in 'you only live once so make it worth while.'

I am a dreamer by nature, I have massive dreams and I try and make the majority of them a reality. I love art so much, it is such an expressive environment with so many mediums and disciplines that you could never get bored in the Art world. I also think in the contemporary world we live in you can't even read to the bottom of the first page of the paper without feeling despondent and depressed. There is so much violence and hatred in the world it is hard to not get sucked in to being a cynic and a pessimist.

I think my ideology is naive but I really couldn't care less, I want to spend my life living my dreams and being the best me that I can be. I want to be an Artist of some nature because in my heart I know that's what makes me happy, what makes my soul sing and so far I feel that idea is going really well. However sometimes it is easy to get trapped in a rut and feel like nothing is moving forward but that is the very moment I look back at the path I have traveled.

Personally I have invested not only a lot of money [inconsequential reality] but also quite a bit of time pursuing my dream. People who read my blog might have read a previous entry where I have explained my journey but in brief I looked into Art as a form of escape when I was 16 and next year marks 10 years of perseverance and I only really realised that last Monday on my 25th birthday. My style has majorly changed since when I first began and my confidence within my work has grown but both of those are naturally consequences to any form of work. I would say out of those near 10 years the last couple have held the steepest learning curve and I can safely say I can add that I do not suffer fools gladly to my ever growing list of qualifications attained from the University of Life. I believe that if you want to do something then you do it, life is too short and excuses are way to easy to come by and regretfully only old age holds a steadfast guarantee of forgetting and forgiving. Actions [big, small or non-existent] do hold consequences and consequences by nature are constant and resolute; non moving in their rooted position in the history of life and the world and that is a stark reality in any existence.

So my point? Don't make excuses for not doing what you want to do no matter if your dreams are big or small. The moment where you form a seed of a dream and the making of that dream a reality is very fleeting indeed and before you know it the chances of the dream being reality have gone... and then the dream becomes a distant memory of a possibility that will never be. Excuses build monuments to nothing but a big sign of your own idiocy. Some people are happy doing nothing and that is amazing in its own right and some people want to travel the world and they should keep dreaming that dream.

Life is a fragile beauty, a fleeting spark in an old fire and so to waste that time is futile. We should all be striving to be better people physically, mentally, spiritually [whatever beliefs you might hold] both within our personal lives as well within our work.

Right now, this very moment, I want to go and sit in the sun and just watch the world go about its own merry tune, sometimes beauty is in the simplest of wishes... so sitting in the sun is exactly where I am about to go.. :D

To end I wish to share an important piece of work from my 'Macrocosm' project which I have dedicated to my lovely Nan who is awesome.

[Laura Ashford, 'Macrocosm']

Swanky Kit? Ummm.... no??

I get asked a lot what sort of kit I use and who I prefer with regards to Nikon or Canon and I feel like people are expecting some wondrous amazing answer which I really do not have.

I use a good ol' fashioned DSLR Canon 350D... why? Simply put I don't want to spend a God awful amount of money on a 'better' camera [better meaning like a 60D, 7D, 5D, 1D... etc] when simply put I do not need one. My camera may be a fair few years old but it has served me well and is no where near the end of its life. I do have a fair few lenses but I mainly only use my Macro and a standard zoom lens, nothing overtly flashy with £££.

I don't want to sound like I'm hating on people who have the above mentioned cameras or even better but I do not think it is the end of the line if you don't have one or can't afford one. I am torn down the middle here a bit, I could spend my money on a more up to date camera but I have other things to spend my money on, to some extent more important things or things I would place above my career. Also I don't really need to... maybe the most important message in this blog post... I do not feel I need to 'invest' in a 'better' camera.

Why? My work goes beyond the confines of a DSLR anyway. I see the camera as a starting point of my work and not the whole point. I work with a lot of mediums anyway so within the work I present at the moment I want to push it to the maximum. I feel it goes into an overt digital world where it will be layered, mixed, blended, cloned, C&V'd and the colours will meld across a multitude of alterations on various palettes. Other aspects will be brought in never even in sight of the viewfinder on the image, textures, shapes, accents etc will 99% of the time be present in my final image.

I think a lot of pressure is put on people to have what is deemed as the best when it might not be the best for them... [geek mode] kind of like the Final Fantasy series... in my opinion FF7 is the best and I have played the game back to front but the series didn't end there it has carried on but for me my favourite is FF7.

I will even further hit my point by saying that some of my photographs were not even taken on a DSLR but on a little compact camera because I do not always have the ability to carry all my equipment around or I might not even have been on a shoot but just out and about and happened to have my little Nikon around.

Photography is almost about seeing the final image before you have even hit the shutter, you tend to know your own skill level or know an idea you want to try and to limit yourself to the number which happens to be the model of your camera doesn't make you a photographer. You have to be creative, get out there, if you don't have your camera then sketch it out, build on other creative skills to hone your talent, do not limit yourself to one aspect when the whole creative world is brimming with so many interesting and innovative notions.

Copyright etc etc...

So I have been meaning to write a blog about this for some time now as it seems to be quite a major contention which  has been written about and talked about for quite some time. I have always held opinions on the issues of posting work online but in this contemporary world where we are in a somewhat growing unhealthy relationship with technology the posting of images online is a non-negotiable.

Prior to going into the educational arena with regards to my current Artwork I was a member of a popular online community which allowed for artists, writers, general creative beings to interact, share work... you name it! I must have been about 16 when I started my account there and I think at that sort of age, especially with the whole internet phenomena just really kicking off on a huge scale, no one really thought about copyright and issues like that.

I uploaded poems to begin with because at the time I was having a few issues going on and found writing very therapeutic and to this day I still love reading and writing not only poetry but short stories etc as well. However being on the website allowed me to go on a visual journey through photography, digital art, illustration, vector art etc etc and I fell in love with photomanipulation. So I remember my first ever attempt and it was shockingly awful but through trial and error I grew my own style, very rarely did I look up tutorials because I find the process of trying to work it out yourself makes you more likely to not only remember the process but also evolve your work naturally. Also I was working on Paint Shop Pro 9 and there were not many tutorials out there so maybe that led to the thought process above, who knows.

I would create these images and upload them, crediting peoples stock images etc and just carried on enjoying what I was doing and it was that that led me to where I am now. But since then I have found my images all across the internet, spread out to far flung regions. People have used them as cosplay/roleplay characters, incorporated into myspace layouts, as avatars etc etc and to some degree I do not mind... I don't overly care whether I was asked or not but I think it would be polite...especially if the image is literally put into a collection of images detailing 'Zodiac Signs' for example... if credit is given where it is due. A simple link or even just my user tag or name would be nice so if other people browse and like the work they can find more.

The major counter argument being perhaps the artist shouldn't put their work online... but if it is put online with copyright written in, watermarked or just randomly stuck up without anything bar their name then that is enough to secure ownership in my personal mind. People should respect other peoples creations, enjoy them for what they are and not steal them. Why shouldn't an artist put their work online for others to enjoy or buy when other retailers are doing the exact same thing. Just because an artist is normally flying solo without being incorporated into a bigger firm it does not mean their rights should be lesser due to this. An artists life is typically an isolated one and this is another reason the internet is important, it allows for artists to gather from literally anywhere and share, enjoy, constructively critique each others work.

Personally I feel stealing peoples work is pretty low, it shows a lack of creativity and also eludes to the lifestyle which seems popular today... one where hard work is shunned in favour of immediate limelight success. Too many people stamp their little feet when work has to be done, effort has to be put in and they blame everyone else but themselves when it all goes under. Hard work is essential and people should not be ripped off for their efforts.

In short the internet is an amazing tool for getting images out there and it is understandable that not everyone will tell you if they use artists images for whatever reasons there may be but common courtesy surely dictates that you at least apply credit, a small nod in the artists direction.

Photographer? Artist?

I have always called myself a Photographer, even when I studied Graphic Design at college I always considered myself more of a Photographer and naturally studying Photography at University does give you a vibe of being a Photographer. My FMP at University was not strictly photography though, it had more of a digital ethic to it... yes it all started off as photographs of flowers but it all soon evolved into a mixture of texture, layers, cutouts etc.

Since University I seem to have fallen into a bit of a trap. Someone asks what I do and I say I'm a Photographer they always ask 'Like Weddings and stuff?'... well no, no I don't photograph weddings and that has never really interested me the whole studio thing. That is not what my photography was about and having to explain that I was an Art Photographer led people to being even more confused.

Then recently I have started a new project called 'Chimerical' which combines my illustrations with my photography where by using the photos as a type of texture. So in essence it is destructuring photography and using the same elements but ending up with something completely different and looking not much like what someone would anticipate if you said they were looking at a photo.

[Laura Ashford, 'Chimerical']

I think maybe it comes down to being a tad embarrassed to say I'm an Artist that I try and define myself through a medium which is more socially acceptable. Being a Photographer holds an illusion of grandeur whereas being an Artist makes some people hold the opinion that all I do is sit on my ass all day doing nothing.

I feel confident enough now to call myself an Artist as opposed to a Photographer, I use photographs as a medium but I am not confined by the typical structure of a Photographer in general. I enjoy using a multitude of mediums, some of which I have not yet displayed online due to the above reason of not wanting to be judge... but being in the Art world is opening oneself up to be judged. People either like your work or they don't and often more than not they hold no qualms rendering someones work pointless. I am not immune to these judgements, there is some work I love and others I find hard to understand but I think sometimes you have to look beyond what is presented to the idea behind the work... what was the Artist thinking etc.

So today I took the leap of faith and changed myself from being 'just a Photographer' into an Artist. I feel more comfortable every time I say it to myself, as if it is an affirmation to myself.I think shaking off the old skin and taking a step forward into a new direction, leaving all the old baggage behind and drawing a line of no return in the metaphorical path of life is thrilling. My mind is already abuzz with new ways in which to take my work, new mediums with which to embrace, new books/myths/legends to read to gain inspiration.

Appropriation

I've been thinking a lot lately about Art in general and have read so many articles, blogs etc on how to sell your work and what does sell and what you should or shouldn't be doing and I've got a tad pissed off to put it mildly.

To me an artist's style is their signature and you go to an artist or look at their work because you know what they can do. I also think a true style is one in which a natural flow occurs and not because someone has looked at someone elses work and copies their style. This differs from looking at other artists work in an inspirational way, that is seeing another's thought process and bringing a minor essence into your own work... normally through a mutual appreciation of the concept of the piece eg Art Nouveau.

I feel a style, although it can expand and grow, is tantamount to maintaining an honest approach both within work and life on a broader scale. It shows integrity, that you are honest in your work. A case in point is the artwork of Bec Winnel, I love her work and its style and flow. Looking through her past work and having followed her for some time it is enjoyable to see her art grow and her popularity hit the skyline. Her work is published and exhibited everywhere and I think that is amazing. But then you turn around and .... suddenly her style is being copied... note not used for inspiration to incorporate into their own style... outright copied. If you placed one of her works and another artists work next to each other it would be difficult to tell them apart.

Why is this trend suddenly started to happen? Art movements in general have a common theme... as before I expressed an example of Art Nouveau, a movement which incorporated an ethos of natural form which was presented by many different artists over many different mediums. The movement included architecture, painting, ceramics, sculptures etc...  

There are also the people who simply don't even pretend to have a style and simply steal work and post it about as their own or as the assumed artist. Many a time I have found my own work being paraded about the net under the guise of being someone elses whether I watermark my work or not. Potentially a watermark is an easy enough thing to remove if you have basic image editor.

It seems we are in an age of massive appropriation in art and maybe this is to do with our current cultural state? Why buy designer when the highstreet will have close enough the exact same thing being strutted down the runways of the world? Everything has to be cheap and it is seemingly at the cost of our own integrity.

I don't know why this has bothered me so much of late. Maybe it is because I like pushing my work out there and experimenting with my own style and knowing it is my own style but maybe that is all 'old school' now?




The amazing work of Bec Winnel can be viewed here: https://www.facebook.com/pages/Bec-Winnel/48722434365

Charles Emerson: my new inspiration

Well I just received a rather uplifting letter from a manager of a gallery who has given me such a boost of confidence with my work just when I was beginning to feel a bit of a slump coming on. So the moral of this story is keep going, even when you think you're hitting a brick wall you got to keep going, quitting is an option only the weak decide to take.

The manager introduced me to the most amazing Photographer I have seen in ages. I do not think I have been this excited by a Photographer since I saw Susan Derges' work a fair few years ago now. Everything of late tends to be... boring? Or maybe I have become over critical with what I like or do not like?

I love the buzz you get when you view someones work and you feel in your soul a connection with it. It excites you how they have created something so amazing that you become awe struck, stunned to silence by their genius. I know I sound like a pompous, bumbling idiot but I really do believe it. It is like hearing a song for the first time and thinking it is the best thing ever to be heard [again something I have not felt in a long time... perhaps old age is hitting me now?]

So my new Photography love, my crush of the camera world is Charles Emerson. His work can be viewed here: http://charlesemerson.co.uk/

[Charles Emerson, 'Flowers' series]

His portraiture work is neither here nor there for me but I really do enjoy his 'Flowers' series [http://charlesemerson.co.uk/category/flowers/] which are truely beautiful. The whole series is beautiful from start to finish, I don't think there was one photograph I did not enjoy on some level.

So now I feel creatively revitalised, that I can look at my work and keep pushing it and shaping it and hopefully keep on producing works that I feel confident with. I think bringing my work together in one fluid movement has really helped me focus my creative energy. Definitely going to keep pushing for an exhibition soon, fingers crossed!!

Busy times!

My word where does the time go??

I have spent a good part of the latter stages of last week and the weekend relaunching my website, etsy etc etc and my mind has begun to boggle with excitement at finally grounding my work ethos. So many ideas are all springing to my mind at once so I shall have to start noting them down for future thoughts.

Work Evolution

So this week has been quite busy and has really put a lot in perspective and made me think about what I want to do with my life, where I see it going and what I want to achieve with my work. 

I love my photography and I love that people love my work... a lot of love going on. But I recently looked at my work and thought 'whats my hook? what makes my work unique'... and to be honest I was confused. I look at the works of Susan Derges and I know what I'm going to be seeing, if landscapes suddenly popped up I would seriously be confused. 

[Susan Derges, 'Full Moon' series, 2003]

But then we look on my website or facebook and it's digital manipulated mixed in with landscapes mixed with some surrealism for good measure. I am a believer in continuity, I accept work has to grow but not out from every direction. However that is not to say you can't do many things but there has to be a running thread of continuity throughout it all. 

So I would say my hook is the ethereal side of art, I love using textures, blending and creating works with hints of Art Nouveau but there is an obvious foundation of what the subject is, I'm not so surrealist you don't know what you're looking at. 

I have decided if there was ever a time to change my work it is now, I want people to seek out my work because they like 'Elysian Fields, Ethereal' and 'Macrocosm' series. 

So what about my 'old' work, the 'pre-revelation' work? I am planning to slowly phase it out but not get rid of them all completely. Some I will edit into my new and 'hook' style which will roll over a few months. 

I see this as an exciting but daunting period of my professional work but also an essential step needed to define myself as an artist. 

And what spurred all this on? My newest series entitled 'Macrocosm'... I feel each artist will trundle along doing what they do on a plateau and suddenly BAM their work spikes up and something similar in style yet completely different in technique/application/feeling emerges.... the work evolves. 

[© Laura Ashford 'Macrocosm' 2013]

Above is that piece of work which I feel has evolved from my previous works but is still my style. I am really excited and love that I can share not only my work but my evolutions with you all. 

Macrocosm Project

So my new project/series is entitled Macrocosm and I am trying to look back at past work and bring forward what I have enjoyed and what I feel has worked into this new series. I really enjoy blending textures into my photographs and creating a surreal feel to my work, almost like something spiritual/supernatural has just been in frame and literally disappeared moments before and you're left the the ethereal aura.

[ From 'Macrocosm' © Laura Ashford]

So the new series is looking at both 'Elysian Fields' and 'Ethereal' and moving it forward. I am trying to explore subtle cutouts entwined with my more traditional approach to my work. I want the viewer to look at this new series and do a double take and notice the little details. I enjoy how the edges of the photos are not perfect, they contain flaws, much like our own memory of how events have occurred. So I will be looking at nature in even more detail than normal, researching the little things which actually play a big part in our ecosystem and bringing them into my work in subtle ways. I am hoping this series will lead to a big piece of work which I have the basic tendrils tumbling about in my mind. https://www.facebook.com/lauraashfordphotography
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The First Post...deep breath!

Well I have been umming and ahhing over what to write and in all honesty it was my lovely sister who has guided me towards starting a blog and inspiring this first post. I should say now she is an awesome fashion student!!

Where did it all begin?? I actually can remember roughly the very beginning of what would turn into my artistic career. I had finished secondary school and started at a local 6th form and hated it, every single minute of it. So I enrolled at a local college who happened to start the term just after the 6th form and again, surprise surprise hated it. I was shy and had no friends and spent a lot of time by myself either in class or bunking off because bunking class was literally just something to fill time with.

One holiday during the first year, most likely Christmas, I happened upon deviantART and started off posting my poetry which gained quite a few comments/feedback. Naturally I fell in love with the digital art which people posted up and wanted to emulate them and so spent many hours, days... months... years building up skills in Photomanipulation and gained quite a reasonable reputation in the fantasy/macabre scene.

I loved digital art so much I literally googled art college classes in my local area and happened upon City of Bath College and their ND BETEC Graphic Design course which included an A-Level in Photography. So I left college after my first year, long enough to gain my AS-Level qualifications and started college again. I forced myself to talk to people which was no easy feat having spent the past year in basic solitude and made a small but lovely circle of friends. I had the most amazing lecturers and ventured through many possible HE course paths. I explored digital illustration, traditional illustration, photography, graphic design, 3D design etc and found I was reasonably good at Photography. After applying my Photography lecturer told me something that has stuck with me since, "You're good in this class but you are going into a course where everyone is good at what they do."

I won't lie, I'm a home girl and leaving for Uni was HARD... super hard. I ended up crying in a Tesco Carpark in my mums car begging her to take me home but she made me stay and I am so pleased to was strong enough to do that. The first year sucked, I hated it but I think I hated it because it was so challenging... and so the second year I pushed myself and produced a springboard of work, a level up from before but not quite where I wanted to be. The third and final year study wise was my best, socially wise was a giant nose dive into oblivion but is one of those retrospective learning curves. I produced my Final Major Project [FMP] which I still base a lot of my work from.

[From series 'Elysian Fields' © Laura Ashford]

My FMP is entitled 'Elysian Fields' due to the mythological take on it but brings in an Art Nouveau edge. I got some good feedback from it and still do 3 years on. That series was followed by 'Ethereal' and has just recently been followed by 'Macrocosm.'

[ From 'Macrocosm' © Laura Ashford]

My work centers around nature and mythology/folklore, basically it is quite organic in tone and feel. I would say I am very aspirational with regards to my work, I want to go places and see things and as someone who pushes themselves I know I will eventually get there... I say eventually... I am a 'wanderer of life' [as my mum would say]... I take many, many different paths but I think in the end I get good results.

As a first post this is probably a ramble but hopefully I will get better at this 'blogging' thing and maybe be inspirational to someone. I just think you have to push yourself in life but pushing yourself is relative so whatever it is you wish to achieve try to do so with each breath.